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play this song for me and i’ll [probably] fall in love with you.
John Legend - Ordinary People
i am cali.
a student of architecture at the university of cincinnati.
sometimes i take photos : http://www.flickr.com/photos/calinellis/
i sleep far too infrequently.
and therefore, have a ridiculously inhuman caffeine tolerance.
play this song for me and i’ll [probably] fall in love with you.
John Legend - Ordinary People
going into the final design review for a project ive been working with, having done all of the drawings for, very soon. scary!
@4 days agoi might be able to predict the future. i remember dreams super vividly. then, at a later point in time, maybe years later, some of them happen. believe or not. or just be mildly entertained for a few minutes.
recent #1. sitting on the living room floor my new apartment, only having been here a few months. pushed the coffee table aside, spread out a pillow and sweater material to cover it in. looked down the hall at the shadow and figure of my cat sprinting towards me. [dreamt probably 7 or 8 months ago, before even having known about this place or getting a cat.]
recent #2. in a meeting today, about a new PACU [post/pre anesthesia care unit] redesign & construction. three biomed engineers across the table, arguing over the drawings about needing a second computer monitor for a patient care system. [dreamt over the summer, before knowing about the va even. i might have a sketch of their faces from that dream.]
just weird, useless moments. the day i dream the end of the world, i’ll be worried.
@5 days agoespecially when it’s cold. bitter. windy. it’s a reminder that i can feel. that i am. a ten minutes or so every morning and afternoon that no one else is affecting my life. or my thoughts. the only pause is waiting at MLK. and even that is down to a scientific timing. walking is the only time i truly get to myself, no matter how frequently i am alone. for whatever reason, i am incapable of involving anyone else in my walk, in my thoughts, on my phone, nothing. the only time i am completely and wholly self-involved.
it’s a wonder i don’t trip [more often] or stumble into oncoming traffic.
@2 days ago with 1 notefor sam.
because i think of you when i listen to this.
and i miss you a lot.
